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by starfire » Fri Aug 12, 2005 2:41 pm
They say that they understand, that they can help, that they'll make it all go away and the monsters will just disappear and you can forget. But even when it's over, when you've moved on, the monster still comes back and attacks you, makes you think it's your fault, makes you wish you didn't exist. And every night when you fall asleep, he comes back again, creeping into your mind, making you scream as the same pain fills your very soul, and you know there's nothing you can do, there's nothing anyone can do. To many nights I've heard people say it going to be okay, that I have something to live for, that I shouldn't hate them and I should forgive. No, never, never, never...
Sorry, I kind of high jacked this post. my bad. but I know where your coming from, I don't understand the situation, but I know what it's like to be put in the same position, and hate the person who has made your life a living hell.
I'm not as strong as thief though, I've tried to be, but I'm just... not. w/e though, you should take advice from him, he is extremely wise, I just wish my past was actually over so I could have a future.
-Demonstress Starfire
"If a man does not know what harbor he is seeking, no light will be enough to guide him."