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Post by Orphen » Sat Jan 15, 2005 3:46 am

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Tonight is the night
Dining on needles
Digging small holes
Taking away the real
Here I sat with you
3 others at a table
Burning every spoon
Coming across our view
Here I sat with you
You seemed so fine
3 of us left to swim
Came back to find a crime
You were dead and lifeless
Sitting in your chair
So we grabbed our things
And just left you there
I’m so fucking sorry
I beat myself every day
For leaving you alone
When I should’ve stayed
But I was only 16
A stupid fucking youth
It still cripples me
Thinking of what I did to you
I left you there alone
And alone you died
I think I could have saved you
If I had only tried
I’m so fucking sorry
For your family’s strife
For I was the one that gave you
The last injection of your life

Please forgive me
Last edited by Orphen on Wed Feb 23, 2005 3:17 pm, edited 1 time in total.
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Post by thief of dreams » Sat Jan 15, 2005 4:38 am

:cry:
"Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings - always darker, emptier and simpler."
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Post by Debbie » Thu Jan 20, 2005 7:04 pm

:crying:

So sad to read, so sad to see what the end was.
You ask forgiveness.. God forgives you .. and the person who died
would forgive you and if they could speak to you right now, they'd probably tell you it was their choice to do the drugs you didn't force them, and who knows if you were there you could have stopped it from happening.

You were 16.. sweet orphen it is time for you to forgive yourself.. :2cents:

You hit my heart very hard in this poem.. well written though.

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Post by Orphen » Tue Jan 25, 2005 2:48 am

Thanks guys. That why for the longest time my quote was:

"I'm more than just a little curious how you're planning to go around making your ammends... to the dead?"
- Maynard James Keenen
"I have never made but one prayer to God, a very short one: 'O Lord, make my enemies ridiculous.' And God granted it."
- Voltaire

"A subject for a great poet would be God's boredom after the seventh day of creation."
- Friedrich Nietzsche

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Post by Debbie » Tue Jan 25, 2005 4:16 am

No more making ammends Orphen,, time to start living I'd say.
You have a whole life ahead of you.. to help save others from going down this path.. since you experienced first hand the results of drugs...

I pray God guides you every step of the way, and you are able to reach others before time runs out on them.. and you become a bekon to those reaching out

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Post by His Barbie Doll » Thu Mar 10, 2005 7:21 am

Whoa! :cry:
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Post by Orphen » Sat Mar 12, 2005 10:34 am

Ahh... I'm cool. I think I have gotten over it by now. Like I said... talking to graves can do wonders for the soul.

Thank you guys so much.
"I have never made but one prayer to God, a very short one: 'O Lord, make my enemies ridiculous.' And God granted it."
- Voltaire

"A subject for a great poet would be God's boredom after the seventh day of creation."
- Friedrich Nietzsche

To see my Book click HERE

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