perhaps it was her fragile self
that caused her mind to wander
searching private alleyways
for transcendental plunder
perhaps her lack of will to live
was strengthened by her father
who silent and sometimes cruelly
didn"t really bother
she loved her mothers every breath
but mommy didn"t notice
and so she lived alone at home
turning out of focus
she went so gently into that goodnight
when only twenty-seven
and though they damned her soul to hell
I say she went to heaven
for lara