A shot

[Saxon Greye]

I hear the gun fire and the bullet flies out
My world grows cold and I feel so numb
Like I was tossed right into a freezing ocean
The shore is so far from sight, Its so far...

The sky becomes cloudy, the sun disappears
The grey clouds swirl and I wonder if it was real
It wasn't just a dream, I wake up in pain
Begging for it to all be a dream, don't say its real

It was real and now I feel like I lost a part of me
And it hurts so badly, I am on the verge of tears
It goes so deep, memories, the pain deep into me
I loved my horse, my best friend, always there.

I told him everything, I grew so attached to him
Helping me through all the sorrow and pain
Never once did he turn away and betray
Now I see the bullet pass through his head

We had to put him to sleep, he was old, hurting...
It was right wasn't it? I can't tell, it just hurts
I'm so tired of it, all I ever think about is this pain
and it makes me feel so sore and hurt, I can't believe it

Gone forever, never coming back, I can't grasp it
It won't click, he can't be gone forever, he was always there
he was always there when I was about to cry, he comforted me
This cold ocean beats against my chest, freezing my heart

I slowly slip downward everyday, I can't get up out of bed
I can't eat, sleep, drink, anything, everything seems so pointless
I'm sick of this, I feel so sore and tired, so tense and depressed
I loved my horse, now hes gone, and now I feel so hopeless

I can't get up in the morning, can't go about my day like normal
I feel so bad I miss my classes, why should I go? whats it matter?
I know its not right but I can't deal with it, all of them screaming silently
The shot rings in my ear but the only sound is the rain pounding down

[Black Star Shine]

*hugs*!!!!!

[Saxon Greye]

thank you star. by the way, awesome sig! that made my day

[Black Star Shine]

glad i could help Saxon!

[fstasu53]

I feel you pain clearly in this. So sorry for your loss.

Bobbi

[moonflower]

the agony and pain comes through!..its so sad to lose a beloved pet..*hugs*