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Post by Abana Blue » Wed Nov 26, 2003 6:09 pm

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~Table of Contents~


<a href="#one">Maybe I Love You........ (wrote for Reig.the.lost)</a>
<a href="#two">I will be (For R.t.L)</a>
<a href="#three">Someday Will You Care?</a>
<a href="#four">A friend is what she called herself.</a>


~Romance~


<a name="#one"> Maybe I Love You........ (wrote for Reig.the.lost) </a>

Maybe I love you. Maybe I don't
How will I know unless I get a chance to see
You used to say the same what happened?
I need a moment of clarity to sort my heart.

How long a moment I can't say for sure.
Time goes by so fast it seems
That everything seems as a dream.
All I ask is for a moment so I will know for sure

If these feelings I hold true are really mine or yours
To set my heart and soul at ease I need to know
I need to figure this out so I can finally breath
One deep breath is all I need to take, you can grant me this.

Maybe I love you...... Maybe I don't..........
One moment of clarity to clear this dream..
Maybe I do and Maybe I don't
Will you help me sort my heart?

Originally Posted Here: Maybe I Love You........ (wrote for Reig.the.lost)

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<a name="#two"> I will be (For R.t.L) </a>

I'll be here when you need me
But what you want right now isn't what I'm looking for
I'm just not ready for my heart to be put to the test.
I know I care, probably more than I should.
But thinking to much and feeling bad just won't do me any good
My heart grows heavy with this feeling of melancholy.

I'll be here when you have no one else to turn to.
But I need some time to learn to trust my heart not to betray me.
My mind is clouded with thoughts of things I dont understand.
I want you to tell me what you are thinking and how you feel.
But opening my heart fully again will take time and trust.
What I need from you is space and the knowlegde that you are there if needed.

I will always be here.
No matter what happens in my life or yours.
I want you to know that I love you and I need you to be in my life.
Sadly only at this time I need a friend more than ever, nothing more.
Maybe in the future we will get to be together
I just don't know how to open myself back up.
I love you but I am scared to lose my heart again.
It might already be to late to keep my heart,but I have to try.

Please always remember that I am here.
I will always be here when needed.
Even if you think I'm not. I will be.

Originally Posted Here: I will be (For R.t.L)

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<a name="#three"> Someday Will You Care? </a>

Will you be there when I graduate?
Will you be drunk if you are?
Do you even notice that I have grown?

Will you be there when I get married?
Will you be high if you are?
Am I important enough for you to stay sober?

Will you care when I move away?
Is it going to matter to you if I am gone?
Do you care that I feel like I don't know you?

Will you ever be a dad?
Will you care one day?
Are you ever going to grow up?

Am I even a true part of your life?
Do you even know what my favorite color is?
Do you know what I want to go to college for?

Do you know that you are making everyone miserable?
Do you know that it would be nice to have you home one weekend?
Does it matter to you that being drunk and high all of the time is
killing the family you started?

Do you ever see the bruises you leave?
Will you ever say sorry and mean it?
Are we going to have to leave again?

Someday will you ever care?

Originally Posted Here:Someday Will You Care?

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~Dark~

<a name="#four"> A friend is what she called herself.</a>

Why can't he suffer for the hurt he's caused?
Is it only me who seems to suffer since the damage was done to me?
Can't someone rip his heart out like he did mine?
She didn't have to do what she did.
A friend is what she called herself.
I must resemble an old cloth in such a way that he thinks he can use me and discard me.
Does my best friend care she is the reason for my pain?
I know now as I see them disappear beyond the horizon hand in hand.
I hope they're happy as I sit in the shadows of night and weep the only way I can.
From the heart and continuously for how I feel.

Originally Posted Here: A friend is what she called herself.

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Last edited by Abana Blue on Sun Feb 29, 2004 8:42 pm, edited 7 times in total.
"You don't know what it's like. To be like me. To be hurt. To feel lost. To be left out in the dark. To be kicked when you're down. To feel like you've been pushed around. To be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you. No you don't know what it's like.
Welcome to my life"Simple plan Welcome to my life.


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