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Post by Jess Schue » Thu Oct 30, 2003 4:37 am

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~General Poetry~
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<a href="#g1">Fill Me</a>

<a href="#g3">Uncertian Test</a>

~General Mature Poetry~
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<a href="#pg1">A Daughter's Plea</a>
<a href="#pg2">FEEL</a>
<a href="#pg3">Silent Company</a>

~Love & Romance Poetry~
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<a href="#l1">Him</a>
<a href="#l2">Love Me Again</a>
<a href="#l3">Use Me</a>
<a href="#l4">-Everytime-</a>

~Dark Poetry~
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<a href="#d1">We</a>
<a href="#d2">**Criminal Mind**</a>

~Poetry posted by Ellie~
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~Stories~
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General Poetry

Original post can be seen here :arrow: Fill Me

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Why is it that whenever I breathe
and your not there
I feel like I’m still holding my breath?

Why is it that when I’m not expecting anything
you give me everything?
Maybe its because your a part of me,
you made me come alive

when I didn’t even no I was
gone..You found me..

I guess I didn’t know it, but I never felt until I felt you
When you hold me its more than a feeling its living ..
I don't think you would understand even if i tried to tell you

I want to keep this to myself,
If these thoughts were to ever pass my lips i couldn't take them back and then where would i be?

i know now,once again I'd be Empty
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Original post can be seen here :arrow:Uncertain Test

<a name="#g3">Uncertian Test</a>

Nerves
I've never felt
never cared..
until now

Fright
hands shaking
longing...
waiting

positive
negitive
3 minutes till
is there something inside?
...I can't feel

Best friend at my side
always there
I see a line in the oval
it can only mean one thing..
I wasn't ready

God knew all too well
praying for weeks on end
tears of relief
I can feel once again..
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General Mature Poetry

Original post can be seen here :arrow:a daughters plea

<a name="#pg1">A Daughter's Plea</a>

lost in a blur
intimidation I think not
defiance when you rasie your hand to me
is all I can offer
I won't let you get to me

I'm sorry I've made you have a lack in trust
this is my fault
I know its true
it can't be earned back
if you won't listen or believe
so what else is there to do

I love and respect you
even though you don't believe..
theres that lack of trust again,
making our relationship bleed
I'm sorry for all i've put you through
but know this
I am what I am
love me for me
if not i'll only be lost
...never set free
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<a name="#pg2">FEEL</a>

She feels
is this a gift or a curse?
to feel is to what..
love?
grieve?
breathe?

The pain surpasses the beauty
at least with these eyes blindfolded it seems
she tears her way apart
wandering
leaving tears as breadcrumbs
they'll lead her back to the start
don't go too deep
those tears were still to come
Yet she dwells..

Relishes in her pain, confusion
Torture
where did this derive?
her heart,
her aching soul?
it drowns in this love set apart

She chooses him
for today,
the best day shes ever lived
until tomorrow,
when she lets the other hold her as he did
deep into the night
staring past his closed eyes
into his deeper sight

Does she need the safe, unconditional
or does she need the love of an unpredictable new
she has to know soon
soon meaning now
emotions falling apart
nothing left to wonder
but the chance that there was a glitch in our creation
if it causes this much pain..
where we meant to feel?
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Always abandoned
so alone
filling up on empty souls
my only company the dead
I sit here in the cold, fingers numb
I spit out verses from somewhere unknown

Where is everything I used to know?
what was once so dependable
intoxicated and late
I'm here on my own like before
before when she came out of the closet
cold, dark eyed, and alone

I know you feel the chill now
don't fight it
embrace it
because it to shall pass
familiar voices are being heard once again
I know im not alone...

The spirits go in hiding now
another rest to match eternity
they'll be back when all are gone
for company or fear,
they'll make sure I'm not alone
alone...like I was before...
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Love and Romance Poetry

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one thousand I love you's couldn't capture my hearts need for you
one thousand I love you's couldn't make you come back
I know because i've tried
I left you messages have you heard them ?
I told you why i needed you back
Ipleaded for you to ache for me again

Ache like I do for you
was it my giving that made you turn away?
made you take my heart
and fade into the gray abiss of letting go,
of moving on

how can you stop?
stop the love you once claimed undying
I'd like to know so I could do the same

I can't keep loving you
no good can come
you know you have me here
something to come home to if all else fails

Until then i'll keep trying,
keep pushing, searching for a way
to say i love you not today..
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Original post can be seen here :arrow:Use Me

<a name="#l3">Use Me</a>

So run down
feeling low
in this place of abandonment
I have no where else to reside..
take me with you,
pull me in your arms
let me feel the heart
so strong it could break my own

I live off your every breath
I'm alive when your near
now that your gone...so am I
I've already lost you
so theres nothing left to fear

I want you always
I look at you, yet hear his voice
I love him
really I do
but without you
all real emotion is lost

I should be angry,
I should hate you with every inch of me
for making me believe I could have you..
when really it was never the same as it was before

I had you for awhile there
but you slipped out of my grasp
enticed by another as usual.
It's not fair but I crave it all the same
let me love you ,feel you..... you can use me again...

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Original post can be seen here :arrow:-Everytime-

<a name="#l4">-Everytime-</a>

Whats your poison?
he asks as I walk through the door
craving, wanting anything but more
making my way across the dark stained room
the only light your over-burned cigarette dimming
"You'll be mine morning after next,"
he whispers while pouring my drink as steady as my tears
tracing the steps with his fingertips over my chest


How dare you speak my name
heighten my fears
how dare you play this game
it's really all I wanted..but with more
didn't you know before
when I walked through that door
you knew this was the last thing I needed and the first

You glance at me the way you do
nonchalantly, touching every part of my body with that deadly stare
it's that right there
my trigger
my aphrodisiac

Feel me
touch me
move me
love me
the way you do
when we become me and you

As I dress
nothing left to impress
I stare at your sleeping face
I relapse into you
I'm in that dream along your side
and I know that your love was not meant for us two

Still I'll always come to you
when times are hard
and when they're not
I'm here waiting with my heart
bruise it,
use it,
..do as you may
but promise me this
give me this hope..
tomorrow might be different
tell me you'll stay....
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Dark Poetry

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<a name="#d1">We</a>

Suspicious eyes
curious lies
wandering thoughts
shallow dreams
everything is more
than it seems.
To you her and I
are a secret poison
bidding on your time,
it isn't about you
never was.
It's above you
and that's the way
it will stay.
Keep one eye open
you never know,
one wrong move
and I might let go,
you hurt her
then you hurt me,
we're 'We'
and that's something
you could never hope to be.
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<a name="#d2">**Criminal Mind**</a>

Suicidal movie plots
just screenplays in his head
all but worse than yesterday
gone with feeling of lack and dread
lost in the rush,
the power of looking through
onto anothers last breath

Everytime a little different
everytime a little better
he'd say

add more pain
add more lust in all his rage

Done with bloodstained pages
ready for bloodstained palms
he finds the one he's looking for
and lets the rush fufill

As he stands beside the gun
looking down at what he's done
the film roles back
the blood starts over
taking him again
living his one and only obsession.....


Ok I have a little background to this one..I was in the bathroom..(no, not using it) but looking in the mirror when these lines came to my head.."standing beside the gun looking down at what hes done"...immediatly after this happened I ran in the kitchen, sat down and started to write..I didn't even know what i was writing but I knew it was dark, it just poured out..well I start to write the lines .."done with bloodstained pages ready for bloodstained palms"...when my nose starts to bleed. I look done and in fact the pages were now blood stained from the dripping and I opened my palm and blood had managed to stain that as well. as you can probably picture me writing feverishly and then my nose starts bleeding kinda weird....but yea...so I just thought you should know after reading that this was defintly inspired and quite twisted :wink:


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-Live simply, so others can simply live-Keller Williams

--Breathe, breathe in the air,
Don't be afraid to care.-- Pink Floyd

Dont wana be anything where i dont know when to stop-Trey Anastasio

<3Oh my lover for the first time in my life
my mind can feel...everything is clear in my heart
everything is clear in our world
i feel life, oh i feel love-John Lennon

Let there be songs, to fill the air-Hunter/Garcia

This Love has got No ceiling-Eddie Vedder

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Silent Company

Post by Jess Schue » Sun Jan 04, 2004 12:16 am

Silent Company

Always abandoned
so alone
filling up on empty souls
my only company the dead
I sit here in the cold, fingers numb
I spit out verses from somewhere unknown

Where is everything I used to know?
what was once so dependable
intoxicated and late
I'm here on my own like before
before when she came out of the closet
cold, dark eyed, and alone

I know you feel the chill now
don't fight it
embrace it
because it to shall pass
familiar voices are being heard once again
I know im not alone...

The spirits go in hiding now
another rest to match eternity
they'll be back when all are gone
for company or fear,
they'll make sure I'm not alone
alone...like I was before...
-Live simply, so others can simply live-Keller Williams

--Breathe, breathe in the air,
Don't be afraid to care.-- Pink Floyd

Dont wana be anything where i dont know when to stop-Trey Anastasio

<3Oh my lover for the first time in my life
my mind can feel...everything is clear in my heart
everything is clear in our world
i feel life, oh i feel love-John Lennon

Let there be songs, to fill the air-Hunter/Garcia

This Love has got No ceiling-Eddie Vedder

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Post by thief of dreams » Tue Jul 06, 2004 2:12 pm

updated 07/06/2004

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"Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings - always darker, emptier and simpler."
Friedrich Nietzsche

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Post by Ellie » Sun Jul 25, 2004 8:27 pm

:bump: because.......I love you Oh so well...Like a kid loves candy and fresh snow I love you oh so well....hehehe
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Post by nrip4life » Thu Aug 05, 2004 4:27 pm

654..always
Old too soon, smart too late....-anonymous

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Post by thief of dreams » Fri Aug 06, 2004 12:38 am

like a fat kid loves cake.. SAY IT!!!! hehe...
"Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings - always darker, emptier and simpler."
Friedrich Nietzsche

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Post by heinzs » Sun Aug 29, 2004 9:21 pm

Archive is in php format and does not require repair.
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Post by nrip4life » Sun Nov 14, 2004 7:43 pm

ill wait always for you here..right here..for you only you...i love you slayer..and your beautiful mind as well..
Old too soon, smart too late....-anonymous

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Broken links out the yang. Copying poems, pasting in here, indexing, and formatting. 8/11/2005 Starting at 7:23 AM

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Edit Complete 8/11/05 8:51 AM.
I saved all the links I could. I hope you like the new format. I pounded the hell out of my keyboard trying to finish this in a timely fashion.

Please keep it updated. You can see how I did it by clicking "edit". If you have any trouble or questions; just pm me. I'll be more than glad to assist.

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Post by Jess Schue » Mon Jan 18, 2010 9:08 pm

Jim- Sorry im so late on expressing my appreciation for all your hard work, saying i havent been on the pages in forever is an enormous understatement..I'm pretty bummed that a few of my favorites have been deleted, and for some reason most of the ones that were saved were from when i was 13-14 years old lol but i'm glad to have them all the same thanks again, Jess*
-Live simply, so others can simply live-Keller Williams

--Breathe, breathe in the air,
Don't be afraid to care.-- Pink Floyd

Dont wana be anything where i dont know when to stop-Trey Anastasio

<3Oh my lover for the first time in my life
my mind can feel...everything is clear in my heart
everything is clear in our world
i feel life, oh i feel love-John Lennon

Let there be songs, to fill the air-Hunter/Garcia

This Love has got No ceiling-Eddie Vedder

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